Is this
Not sure what I’m asking….red flag? Not ok? Or am I over thinking?
Husband of 10 years, we’re always attempting conflict repair. It’s an ongoing issue, he’s a classic avoidant with whilst not necessarily intentionally manipulative, manipulative all the same. I share hurt - he sees it as an attack.
Last night the attempt of repair went south. I’m usually pretty regulated but it just felt hopeless last night and I ended up hysterically crying. The pain and frustration was too much.
I was hyperventilating and couldn’t bring myself back down, but instead of co-regulating or showing empathy, he said we will talk tomorrow night coldly and went to bed.
I was left me crying and hysterical by myself. I wasn’t doing it for attention, I’m genuinely heartbroken and with hurt that has accumulated over the years. He could also hear me, just tuned a blind eye.
Should he have spent 5 minutes helping me calm down, regardless of lack of repair or what happened during conflict? it’s not unreasonable to expect him to stay is it? I’ve definitely lost myself through all the “crap” that I don’t know what is valid or truly overthinking it now.