u/H3sAbLaD3

So I’m ftm and pretty sure I have atrophy, I have almost all symptoms and know I’m gonna need topical estrogen to help this, but I can’t bare any sort of medical exam to do with that area due to dysphoria (I won’t even let my girlfriend put her finger in me). I was just wondering if I can be prescribed it without having someone see or examine anything. I’m worried if I mention it and refuse an exam that my testosterone will be stopped.