u/GreenRegister4037

i had scored 95% in 9th and july 2024 to march 2025 was MY PRIME, I was at my peak years of my life. 10th started, i was confident. i started early. bought aarambh, followed them religiously till may 14 and then got backlogs due to UT1s. i js gave up for a few days and focused on my UT1 exams. when i saw my backlogs now, man it was 10 lectures now. i started completing, and made more due to it. then i lowk js gave up studying for a few days as i went so some place in my summer holidays. came back and it was MY PRIME AGAIN, i used to wake up at 4am, studied till 7am, went to school, came at 2pm and then had a nap for 3 hrs till 5pm and then i studied from 6pm to 12am with a short dinner break. even my social life was peak, became the headboy of my school and one of the most respected students out there. my dad bought a new laptop for me and PW HAD AN OFFER WITH IT AND THEY GAVE ME UDAAN BATCH FOR FREE. i was now at my peak [again] and now i was studying in the bestest way possible and life was so peak. life changed when it was january. my father was away from home due to a air force TD and now i was without my guider, my discipline source. i got distracted by social media, not yt, not insta but REDDIT. i made a account here js for fun but then got lowk addicted to it. i was u/washingsodanirma for 2 weeks and i posted and talked to people soo much. i even remember some, they were u/anihime10 and that u/bald456 . then i realised im wasting my hardwork and then deleted my account to focus on pre boards, ended up scoring 97% overall in that, got a little overconfident and thought ill make another account on reddit. now i was u/ishowmybrain and now the people i talked to were u/Dazzling_Custard7377 and u/judeduarte2520 [her previous acc got banned ig]. i talked to them mostly during board exams and i often got very depressed from being this addicted to reddit and tried leaving it many times. i thought jaise hi JEE prep start krunga sab leave krdunga. i was wrong, i got sucessful for a few days but firse acc bana liya, i was now u/greenregister4037. but ye account bana ke bhul gaya and then i talked to u/Dazzling_Custard7377 by diff account even i once talked to her on CHATGPT 😭😭. then abhi 3 din pehle yaad aya ki ye bhi to ek account tha and ab isse distract ho raha hu. i hate this and my 5-6 months are literally doomed. abhi bhi padhta bahut hu but i get distracted by reddit. please someone help me and give me the full and final solid way to leave this distraction because JEE asehi nahi niklega.