u/Greedy_Purchase9323

I 29F have been dealing with severe debilitating anxiety for the last few months. A year ago I was in perfect health and solo parenting for 8 months straight while my husband was gone doing army things. I moved, sold our house, raised our son, and traveled across the country multiple times with a toddler by myself and I had ZERO issues. Fast forward to now, we moved to TX exactly one year ago. Within a month or so of moving I got an infection which triggered me to start having POTS. To make the story short, POTS has a lot of physical symptoms and I was in the CCU with cardiac symptoms for a week. Ever since I have had the most debilitating anxiety. From the moment I wake up to the moment I go to bed I feel an intense inner stress and I can’t relax. I feel like it’s impacting my family life. It’s hard for me to relax to watch a show with my husband or just spend time together. I also have less patience now parenting because I get so overwhelmed and over stimulated easily. I’m constantly having chest pains, short of breath, shoulder pains, headaches, and I’m always tired no matter how much or how little I sleep. I’m going to therapy and im trying medicines and taking vitamins but literally nothing has gotten me out of this. I’m miserable and I’m willing to try anything. I’ve noticed that it does get worse around my period time so we tried bc methods and that actually made it much worse. I’m at a loss but I can’t keep living like this. I feel like a burden.