u/Greedy-Flamingo565

i live in qatar, im 20 years old and a female. i have wanted nothing but to be a pilot my whole life but my family screwed my education and i didnt get to study for 2-3 years after that i had to run from school to school just to continue my education and now im in 10th grade 2nd semester but my school paused it due to overage. i have wanted to work now as anything whether thats military, police or anything and they wont help me make a cv or anything and tell me lies about how they cant make cvs or keeps delaying it weeks to weeks or months on months. im feeling depressed in this household, i dont wanna marry some guy and then beg him for money or depend on him, i wanna be my own person and my family wont let, please help me. im so close to ending my life, they ruined my whole life and they only make me feel trapped. they think im mentally ill or im crazy but i want my own freedom, i wanna be my own person.