I am a SUCKER for Neil angst, ive recently been looking for ones with Neil having depression or some kind of eating disorder that is actually realistic.
I suffer from really bad depressive episodes (yipe bpd!) And for whatever reason I LOVE reading about my favorite characters suffering from them. (Same for the eating disorder, ive been fully recovered for over 3 years now and I love reading about characters with them for some reason)
Its one of the reasons why im obsessed with Die free or die a failure by Mikey_99 for the one scene >!where after Andrew collects Neil aftwr he almost jumps he goes nonverbal and if just really struggling to do anything like eat or move or talk!<
I would write my own but every fanfic ive ever written was discontinued because I lost motivation to write it
SO ANY RECOMMENDATIONS WOULD BE LOVELY!!!