u/Grand_Cantaloupe8380

I see you all around myself as I walk through day after day and I keep asking myself why? Why/ would someone so to themselves a success drive a question mark up my (pardon my French ya pun intended.) a88? I have to know here is why one time many years ago I remember you watched you and thought she is so incredible? Now I find myself asking why? Why this why all the crazy making go live do you leave another and others to their own means to their very own end! Okay much love no regrets and no unpleasant residuals okay totally forgiving we both should ya know?

Because I'm a lost hurting child and I know how this sounds but it be a truth to sorts and also a confusion but I was so wrong and you were so kind to me my dearest you were so kind!

I want you to know there is a lot I wish I knew prior as well just understood better. I think you were a point in my life I needed to better and this is fucked because a life of not over coming the protections I have built caused me to cut you off it must have felt like. Also left me bathing in a sea of regret wonder just how great it would have been believe I wonder big and great does it very little justice! Imu G

It is unlikely that this feeling is wrong but the letters I read that i believe are possibly for me, are cruel. The letters for a love and such are so beautiful but is has been shown I am not in this circle. I feel okay about this I guess it really does not surprise me as I am always in a state of having violent dicks tell me what's up and if not this I am being called names I am okay though I love my God and myself wish you all the best!

I see you all around myself as I walk through day after day and I keep asking myself why? Why/ would someone so to themselves a success drive a question mark up my (pardon my French ya pun intended.) a88? I have to know here is why one time many years ago I remember you watched you and thought she is so incredible? Now I find myself asking why? Why this why all the crazy making go live do you leave another and others to their own means to their very own end! Okay much love no regrets and no unpleasant residuals okay totally forgiving we both should ya know?

Sadly you put you there and not anyone else because you are always reading far past the real into the seriously macabre while understanding it's a comfort zone you rely on it's become a real problem around your understanding in the reality we are now in, do you even know this?