u/GrandRough4665

I dropped out of a state college because of poor grades at 19 (it was my fault to be honest) and for the last 3 years I’ve been in my hometown living with my parents working a full time line cook job. I don’t know I feel like a failure. I see my friends who I made at the state college graduating this year but I’m not even done with my CERTIFICATE PROGRAM at a community college. I’m not gonna kill myslef (ofc) but god sometimes I wonder if it’s even worth doing forward. I feel like I put myself in a position that is going to be hard to dig myself out of. I’m lucky that my parents are good people and love me as well as having a full time job, but what is the future going to be like. I have no savings which is my own fault and I feel lost. If anyone reads this, please be honest with me.