This is my first Reddit post so forgive the format.
I’ve been dealing with intense/ vivid dreams since a child. My first sleep paralysis episode was in 2017, a black cloud floated above me whispering for about 10 minutes then descended down into my chest,
My first lucid dream was in 2019 and it was a blast.
Within the past two years or so the sleep paralysis problem has gotten more often. Some times I have no hallucinations, sometimes I’ll be sleeping on my side and open my eyes to a pair of eyes looking at me from my bedside. I’m about to copy and paste what I wrote down a hour ago of the events from tonight.
Been trying to sleep on and off since 12:30am. I keep slipping into sleep paralysis and it’s came with medium to intense hallucinations.
Ranging from little shadows dashing in my room to people standing in my room and walking towards me.
A few minutes ago they’re was a shadow above my computer and I felt my body slip into paralysis, this shadow took the form of a dementor or a ghoul and starting floating towards me as my body was shaking. Idk what to do.
I turned on my LEDS and might even put my TV on too
This is gonna sound graphic but one of the first paralysis episodes that have happened tonight. two guys where going to r&pe me. One of them where making sure I was in a deep sleep by moving my legs and poking me
I heard kids playing outside from my window.
A white dude was sitting near my window smoking a cigarette and he kept side eyeing me.