my dad killed my pet
i just want to put things down here, i dont know who i could share this to, it’s been a while but i feel like i still cannot get it out of my head
my pet is literally the sweetest pet ever, it’s very affectionate and close to the family, we’ve raised it since it was little.
one day, he decided to come home drunk, and somehow killed the pet. the others in the family was away and not at home at that moment. grandma was at home, she tries to stop him but failed, since he’s drunk & don’t listen to her. (this is a small pet, so he throw it very hard bc it bit him & it dies)
the day went by, just as usual he doesn’t say sorry or anything, he kind of blame ppl for different things. after quite a time, he did mention it briefly when sitting with me about it was an accident. im trying to believe him, bc i can tell that he also loves the pet. but it’s just so infuriating for me bc he never say sorry, it’s always like that, it’s always silence and let time pass, he also dont make the effort to say sorry, it’s always us who’s the one trying to keep the family together
i still cried whenever i look at the picture of my pet, and also when writing this.