u/Good_Database_2202

so my prom is coming up and im not the type to post myself on instagram, usually due to low confidence and self esteem. whenever people do take pictures of me i get insecure and nervous because i feel like im just so used to being upset ab how unphotogenic i am 😭 but i really wanna take some nice, post worthy photos this time and get out of my comfort zone. im really bad at posing because of how awkward i feel and i dont know how to fix it. any tips would be super helpful!!!!!

im required to volunteer for a course in my class, and the supervisor who was in charge of me was just so unprofessional. for starters, i'm always asking if theres anything that they need help with and i do my absolute best to take initiative to help with things. 90% of the time im being ignored and they dont acknowledge that im there at all, and i only ever sit down and wait when theres absolutely nothing to be done.

my supervisor wasn't here for almost 2 months, which is close to the total amount of time i spent volunteering there. but when she was there, i would overhear her gossiping and complaining about other volunteers, including me. she mocked me and would talk about how i sat around too much. we needed an evaluation form filled out for the course, and i wanted a worker who was actually there to see me work to write my evaluation for me, but she insisted she would write it for me.

lo and behold, she wrote a bunch of negative things, saying im not proactive and how i sit around doing nothing. my teacher in charge of the course spoke to me about it, and she explained herself she found it odd because im the exact opposite in class and how she didn't believe the evaluation letter at all. and here i am, frustrated because this person hasn't even seen me for more than a week and is writing this crap about me. i just seriously dont get why you would want to accept volunteers and then refuse to be welcoming when they come to help.