Anxiety gave me UTI
CW for gross medical penis stuff
I have been dealing with anxiety for years, but this is one of the worst ways I've had it exacerbate an existing issue in my entire life so far.
When I was a teenager, I fucked a cheap Amazon fleshlight without properly cleaning it. Ever since then, I have dealt with strange UTI-like symptoms. Namely, I push semen-like discharge out of my penis nearly every time I take a shit. I went to a urologist about this once when I was 18 but the doctor was extremely condescending and treated me like I was making up my symptoms, so I was scared to go again for a long time. Recently, now 24, I started at-home ketamine treatment, which seemed to irritate my bladder, so I decided now was the time to have them re-evaluate my symptoms. The doctor I saw now treated me more seriously and suggested a cystoscopy after failing to detect any STIs or bacterial infections from my urine samples. For those who don't know, a cystoscopy is when they shove a camera down your dick into your bladder. It hurts like hell even with nitrous oxide.
They did not find anything. It's still a complete mystery why I push discharge out my cock sometimes. But, do you wanna know what did happen? I have a UTI now. A UTI that was apparently resistant to 10 days of taking antibiotics 4 times a day. I probably can't even take my ketamine treatment anymore because it's just going to make the UTI hurt even worse. :))))))))))))))))))