My friends are all losers
I'm not a winner, I was bullied in middle school and the first two years of high school, now I'm in my third year in a new class , my friends are all from middle school, and since I moved to this new school we see each other extremely, less. For me, the fact that they were losers didn't bother me at all, but since I've been in this new school I've found myself being extremely jealous of this new friend of mine, because she seems to have a really cool group of friends and anyway Alt. They are living a real life like teenagers in the movies, with parties and going out and cool stuff I've never been one to judge others. For years I was depressed, suicidal, and so much more. But my friends are such losers. One of my friends is still obsessed with hentai video games and has depression, so even though I've been trying for years, he only goes out once every four months. My other friend studies constantly. He never goes out or answers his phone because he studies 24/7. My other friend doesn't live nearby, and when she comes to town, it's to see her boyfriend. Because of the bullying, even though I've tried for years, I can't make or have a large or active group of friends. I hate that friend of mine because she doesn't have losers as friends like mine. I wish I were like her, I wish I had her body, I wish I had a boyfriend, I wish I had friends. It's not fair to her, I know, but I hate her to death because I envy her, and the envy makes me vomit every day. I'm trying to go to the gym and go out more, but my parents made me move to a remote town, the only social interaction I have is school. I hate being like this. I hate having loser friends