Favourable or Repulsed?
I (18ftm) been fairly sure I'm both aro and ace for a while, but assumed I was sex favourable because of the fiction I consume and fantasies I have. To be blunt and the sort of TMI I wouldn't risk outside an anonymous page, I have a really high drive during my period but can't finish due to meds and I end up feeling sick afterwards sometimes.
I jokingly flirt with friends and dramatise my "attraction" to fictional characters, and enjoy reading nsfw stories, but recently a friend and I were messing around and while nothing actually happened, I've been feeling weird and kinda sick even though having a friend to experiment with has always been a hope of mine since I don't think I'll ever be able to have a romantic sort of relationship.
I'm hoping this is the right spot for this type of question, but I can delete and keep looking if it's not and sorry if it's wrong ^^; but basically does this sound like a sex-repulsed asexual experience or some other thing?
TL;DR I thought I was favourable because of media I can comfortably consume but feel sick-ish after an experience I felt mostly fine but awkward during. Is this a normal asexual feeling or something else?