Living Alone
I don't think I've found people similar to me or maybe that's the point, the people similar to me aren't really using social media lol.
I wake up at 9 pm, starting it like a normal morning. Wash my face, brush my teeth, stretch, eat breakfast. There's never any message notifications of people who want to talk or know how I'm doing. I just never really reach out enough in person or online to build relationships with anyone.
I talk to my cat, her name is chimoy. She lets me rub her tummy lol.
I take an hour or 2 to just chill, watch some tv before I get to work. I trade future contracts. I also study python, currently a beginner and I study through the mimo app.
I often watch YouTube reactions as background noise. It's more like a cheap dose of socialization so you don't feel too alone.
I take a break around 2 am from work and study to enjoy myself. I'll also reassure myself of future goals on building my wealth and being an ideal husband for future relationships when I'm not so focused on self building.
Though I am deprived of some human interaction, the thought of a future with it is sometimes enough to get me through the night.
At 7am I start to relax and stop all serious thinking. I hear the birds, traffic and people in general about to start their day as mine comes to an end.
I take one last look at my phone to see if anyone has messaged me when I know there won't be any 😭 then I slowly drift into sleep while YouTube plays in the background.
It's really the future goals that pull me through each night.