Does anyone feel biased towards or project their feelings onto characters?
I feel like a bad person for this sometimes but I do not like Xie Lian or Hua Chen, or He Xuan or Nei Nanqing. I dislike He Xuan the least. I enjoy seeing Xie Lian smile but then feel very angry when Qi Rong gets hurt by Xie Lian and Hua Cheng, despite knowing some, some of it is deserved. In life I constantly feel like I’m Qi Rong and Mu Qing while other people close to me are Xie Lian and Mei Nanqing. I feel like its okay for people close to me to resent me and do mean things to me and I just have to hold it all in and shouldn’t feel angry when reminded of my many flaws again and again or resentful when feeling like my thoughts, feelings and opinions do not matter. And Qi Rong and Mu Qing’s names when translated to English are what I feel most of the time. I just hide it behind a cheery smile and cry in the shower. I remember want person saying, weeks ago that they didn’t like Mu Qing because he reminded them of their bad relationship with their sibling.