Waiting for the big relapse...
I'm perfectly fine and I'm grateful for it. But I can't shake that feeling that my first big relapse is expecting me. Maybe tomorrow, maybe in a year, 5 years?... But is out there, waiting.
I've only had two optic neuritis in the left eye and double vision for 4 days that went away on its own, so I don't know how a big relapse feels. I wanted to share that I'm scared of it, since I try to act strong for my family and friends. But I'm not. I'm scared of the future.
Why me?