I got fooled and need help.
Hi everyone..
So this is really imberassing. I feel like shit but I’ll tell you the beautiful truth. So Ive got substance abuse for a while..And this month really ducked me up, especially since my bestfriend I live with have been really depressed lately. I think she got autism and my whole family and everyone think so too. at the same time she doesn’t get any help from anyone. Our primary care said that to bad you have to wait until the 28e to even meet a doctor. After that my friend wrote to the vårdcentral that she will take her life at 20 if she fail her driving licens. And they said legit ”to bad, or go to the psychiatric emergency clinic which is a long way from us especially when you come to it there isn’t a bus station close..And they were rude. And to the point..This 6 days her ”mentally outburst” been so much worse..She can’t stop hitting herself, punching herself, dragging her hair out of her scalp. och Throwing things and destroying things.And she cant stop talking about killing herself and everything. But then for the real point..I was then going to fix Ectez. I took the bus for one hour. for him to tell me to take another yet bus. I do so..And this disgusting human hade sealded everything times 2. aliminum first then plastic that was burned. I tried to really feel it and It felt like it was the pills..And ye..But since there were folks I couldn’t look..And when I came home..It was pasta. I started to cry asf, cause it was the only things that could make my anxiety and everything go away..And he hasn’t taken me away. And it seems like hes going to continue using the accoun: everyone I wrote to that I have bought from before that has the exactly same bitemoji didn’t know him..And they felt sad for me. and some say 80 euro is not much but it was legit my last money. and I’m totally destroyed and don’t know what to do. I just want to find this man. Or I just want his want to know his real name, I want to like threaten him a little so he stops..and everything. is this even possible with only he’s snap name? can someone please helps me. I wanna really fuck him up, cause he really was the last straw..I’m like really sorry for this whole explanationen..But ye..If you got question just ask..And please ill beg you..Help me. kinda wanna cry rn. 🥲