Hi y'all.
I'm a first year at ISI Kolkata and looking at how the endsems are going I might fail. I feel really shitty because all of this is my fault: procrastination, inconsistency, etc. There is a slim chance I might pass but looking at my 1st sem score (62%) this one might be worse.
Ik I'm not that bad at maths that I should leave ISI because in few subjects which I like, I have scored overall 93% and my rank in entrance was good too. But few subjects I just hate and hate and scored like 38%.
My question is, if I pass should I repeat 1st year? because what worth is a CV of a just pass student. I want to learn maths again, have a fresh start: actually know what I'm doing. How would this affect my future?
If there are any seniors from ISI Kolkata AND Bangalore please guide me. This has been bothering me a lot lately.
Thank you.