u/Full_Lab_7641

Kepler again (i promise, this will probably be the last time ill post here), I have some good news! I'll be returning to modding within the next couple weeks. With my Semester coming to a close and with nothing better to do, I can actually return to modding! Heres a short road map.

- Step one: patch all of my old, important mods. I want to at least get half of my old mods patched by around July however I wouldnt be surprised if it took longer to do so.

- step two: Functional Minos/Sisyphus prime. Basically add in both prime souls from ULTRAKILL as playable characters who the player can control with at least 90% functionality (granted some moves probably cant be done like 'JUDGEMENT' due to its nature as a kick)

- Step Three: Burnout Revenge mod pack: Basically add in a few cars from burnout revenge/paradise with functional NOS, the ability to take down one another, and more. This one is very ambitious so dont be surprised if i give up mid way through just to make other mods

- Step Four: long term support. I intend on actually keeping my mods up-to-date this time around and ensuring the long term stability of each mod thats in my library.

However, I will state that I will turn off my DM's, comments, and the ability to message me on Discord. Can't trust the community not to tear people apart just for existing so ill just leave them off. Don't want a repeat of last time. (Edit) I'll also remove the ability to commission me. This is to avoid confusion like the last time i made mods.

Been a while, hasn't it? Just about 3-4 years and counting? I wanted to drop by and say hi and give some (very) personal reasons as to why I left. I'm going to share how i got into modding for bonelab and why i left. It's a long ride so buckle up.

Back when i originally installed the game on its release, I wanted to make weapons for bonelab but found out you could only make avatars. I uploaded a few but it couldn't scratch that 'destructive itch' i was looking for. So about a week later I looking for tutorials for anything, literally ANYTHING to make a weapon mod.

I personally don't remember who it was but i found a tutorial on how to make a pistol and decided to go dive head first and tried to make the AUG PARA. It wasn't good but it was a start. Next was the Striker (Street sweeper) which was also terrible but i kept pressing to which later, i asked Rexmeck for some help (more like begged lol). So mod after mod i eventually get to a point where i can sustain myself and create some neat mods (Ray gun, thundergun, etc.)

To the reason why I left. I left for a multitude of reasons but the primary 2 were because of personal burnout and my mother getting diagnosed with stage 3 breast cancer but at the time of my personal crashout, i chose to omit this information due to it being too personal to share. These two weren't the only reasons, another huge reason was the toxic community and general lack of communication on SLZ's part. I don't want to be treated as the personal "content mule" nor do i want to be thrown through a loop by the developers only to get led to nowhere.

I was treated poorly by the community at large (mainly harassment, badgering, insults, begging, and more.) and had my own personal struggles at that time and I simply left on my own terms to preserve my own sanity. I was acutely aware I didn't deserve this treatment.

You do not get to have your cake and eat it too.