They say when an overthinker love you believe them because they've already overthink every reason to not love you yet still stay because they just genuinely want to be with you. I'm an over thinker and my boyfriend still dont believe my words. He know i cry when he forget to chat me even just for an hour and still question my feelings. I lost 5 kilos in a month because of constant overthinking that Iam not enough and still got qyestioned if how deep is my feelings. I choose stay home and ignore my friends because he isn't comfortable with them yet it's still not enough. I almost die overthinking why am I not enough and still it's not enough.

And now that it's starting to get stable or so I thought I'm becoming too much just because I need constant reassurance. Which is so funny that the man who told me how important I am just let me sleep with a broken heart when I merely want to be understood.

WHAT SHOULD I DO?