u/Fudgecake5

Hi I've been researching resaearching, luciferianism, satanism, and the left hand path. I'm currently reading Apotheosis by Michael Ford, I've read the Bible of the Adversary. I'm looking to strengthen my black my flame, how would one go about that? I got involved with some awful evangelists recently, I was just curious, however they said some really awful prayers. They were praying for my "spiritual gifts" to be binded up? Whatever the fuck that means, and stuff like me only receiving dreams from God? I'm hoping the black flame can get rid of their influence, as since then it's been a little difficult to connect with the deities I'm trying to venerate. Anyway sorry for the rambling, thank you for reading.