Canada aako almost 2 years jati bhayo. Hami 3 jana sathi le sangai apply gareko thiyou. Uniharu mero childhood friend thiye, jo mero vibe ko ekदम milne sathi thiyo. Tara dukha ko kura, usko visa reject bhayo. Usle 2 choti try pani garyo, tara aauna payena. Aile samma pani malai usko lagi naramro lagcha, kina bhane u dherai excited thiyo. Kahile kahi lagcha, if he was here, life ali different hunthyo.
Pachi arko sathi chai hami aako 4–5 months pachi Canada ayo. Aile hami total 6 jana ekai gharमा baschhau, 2 jana per room.2 jana childhood sathi haru sanga huda pani malai lonely feel huncha. Sathi haru najik huda hudai pani, mentally chai missed out jasto lagcha.
Main reason chai lifestyle फरक हुनु हो. Ma drink, smoke, weed kehi gardina, tara mero sathi haru chai mostly yo sab garchan. Tesaile party haru ma ma khasai connect huna sakdina. Kahile kahi malai lagcha ki maile yo sab nagareko le ho ki ma fun miss gardai chu.
Ma chai gym, diet, skill sikne, future build garne, nature explore garne, agriculture jasta meaningful kura ma interested chu. Jo chai Mero childhood sathi xa sangai ako i dont know u chai maile yedi focused vayera kehi garna lagyo vane halka risaye jasto halka jealousy feel garcha ki jasto ni lagxa maybe im wrong hoi , Tara mero friends haru ko interest alik farak cha. Tei vayera uniharu sanga basda pani, i felt lonely.
Aaja pani tyo reject bhako sathi yaad aauchha. Lagcha, if he was here, maybe ma yeti lonely hune thiyena. Tara life estai raicha. Now i need your help guys how to proceed my life i want to be back to nepal after my studies to be able to build something for our farmers for our environment tara for now i felt im missing my teen life.