The wall of my failures
I could only attempt 84 questions in IPMAT Rohtak, I got scared because ek do questions galat the. LR was too hard for me, and I blanked out in VARC too, missed many questions, got many wrong too. I'm sure cutoff toh nahi jaane waala hai mera.
I'm not prepared at all for Cuet either, and ik agar ho bhi jaun, fir bhi on D-Day I'm gonna mess everything up.
Same goes with Jipmat, I'm absolutely unable to do logical reasoning, especially data interpretation, and also geometry in Jipmat.
I suck at varc anyways, if you can't tell from this post.
And I'm pretty sure 12th boards m bhi haga hoga, toh merit based admission bhi kahin nahi hone waala.
I was planning on doing company secretary ka course after b.com/during b.com, but honestly speaking, I don't think I'm gonna clear that exam either, negative marking nahi hai fir bhi, subjective nhi hoga clear mujhse I surely know that.
Now being a humanities student, I could go for ba in any course
But being the failure I am, psychology ya Sociology bhi nahi hi hone waala hai mujhse, I'm prolly gonna complete 3 saal ki degree in 9 years.
Should I just simply end everything? Isn't that the most perfect option for someone like me?
Drop ka consider kiya tha, but jisse 1 saal m kuch bhi nahi hua, literally nothing, usse ek aur saal m kya hi ho jaega? Jo aadmi failure hai wo at the end of the day failure hi rahega.
I'm tired of everything, I don't even wanna do anything at this point. Not like I can. Getting marks in school was somehow easier, scoring 90%-93% was so easy back then, what even happened?