u/Fresh_Statement_9381

hi. my dad died when he was 45 from an accidental overdose, i feel like there’s always been so much fogginess in remembering him, even when it was still fresher. i miss him and i loved him a lot, but he was really plagued with addiction. is he happier now? more at peace? is he disappointed with who i am or things i’ve done? i don’t feel like ive really gotten signs from him. does he check on any of us? i have 2 brothers and a sister. thanks in advance! these are the only pictures i really have, he wasn’t much of a picture guy.

also sorry if this was a little rambley!!