Trauma dumping
These times feel really heavy. I’ve been trying for over three years to build a career online, but nothing has really worked out. I’ve spent money on different courses and coaching programs, but I didn’t get the results I was hoping for.
Looking back, I can see I probably focused more on learning and collecting skills instead of actually going out and getting clients or real work. A big part of that was because I was also focused on my useless degree. Now it feels like if I hadn’t put so much energy into that, I could’ve fully committed to building my online career earlier.
After three years of trying, hustling, and even affecting my health in the process, it’s starting to feel really overwhelming. Some days it’s hard to even sleep, and waking up feels scary because it feels like I might just fail again.