Unexpected hesitation
Hey all!
I finally found the resolve to do my first extraction these last few days and was successful, still trying to squeeze some more out but my first real pull netted me about .9g, which is great! I think lol
After the initial excitement of seeing the crystals the first time out of the freezer, I was overwhelmed with this nervous hesitation. I don’t know why but I’m having a hard time getting myself psyched up to use it. I think part of it is also because I don’t know what to do now with it 😂
I’ve only smoked it once and I don’t remember the experience well while under, just an emotional understanding that something profound told me to let go of the pain. I’m hoping for a more vivid experience next time.
I think I need a sitter. But holy cow, I love that I made dmt and how easy it was.
Side comment for any 40k fans: I had the oddest sensation that I finally understood how the Adeptus Mechanicus can be the tech experts but know nothing of the tech itself on a deep technical level.
Well, all I did was follow a recipe and magic crystals materialized. I might as well have been performing alchemy for all I technically know about chemistry 😂
Anyway I am excited to smoke it, especially since I went the extra step to purify it by re-crystalizing it. I hope I meet someone and remember it this time 🚀