u/Forsaken_Tip4360 — reddlx

first of all my age, I am 23 years old. Am i too old for medicine ?

Because if i start now l'll graduate at 29 then considering specialties it'll take more years.

2)I was thinking about usmle (really ready to work hard for it) taking that in consideration what are some good universities in Europe? It's almost may now so which universities are still giving admissions taking my (budget 150k usd) in account and deadline

3)I don't wanna come back to my country so what are the options i mean which path should i take to achieve my goal

4)Is there any scholarship available for me in eu med school ?

Right now I'm studing my 11th and 12th biology (only topics for eu universities entrance) will complete biology in a week and chemistry next. Do i need any consultancy or can i just apply directly to universities official websites for admission and entrance exam ?
do you have any advice for me ? Feel free to dm me if you want.

Warning: long paragraph ahead

I’m from India and i’m 23 years old. I completed my 12th grade in 2020. It’s been 5 and half years since I completed my school education. After that I didn’t study anything because my parents spoiled my future by allowing many unnecessary things in my life. At that time i don’t have any maturity so I thought if I don’t study anything my parents will blame themselves. I thought that should be their punishment but year after year i got reality check that I’m spoiling my own future in the name of punishing them. My younger brother got a degree before me and now pursuing higher studies. I don’t even go outside thinking what if someone i know or relatives ask me what am I studying or doing. In these 5 years i didn’t do anything worth in my life. Now am regretting every second of it.

mbbs was always my dream and after my school i was just about to make that dream reality but because of my parents i lost it and yes they agreed that they made my life like this and always asking me to forgive them and do something in my life. I’m a hard working student in my school life got 93% in 10th and 75% in 12th (maths brought my percentage down) got 89% in biology but it’s almost like I forgot everything. Right now I’m studing my 11th and 12th biology (only topics for eu universities entrance)

The reason i selected eu medical school was because my parents told me to go abroad and they’re willing to pay money (budget: about 150k usd). I thought with this budget i can get into a good eu university. I will complete biology in 1 week after that I’m going to study some chemistry topics for entrance. Thanks for reading this until now. These are my questions,

first of all my age, am i too old for medicine ? Because if i start now I’ll graduate at 29 then considering specialties it’ll take more years.

2)I was thinking about usmle (really ready to work hard for it) taking that in consideration what are some good universities in Europe ? It’s almost may now so which universities are still giving admissions taking my (budget 150k usd) in account and deadline

3)I don’t wanna come back to my country or my so called home so what are the options i mean which path should i take to achieve my goal

4)Is there any scholarship available for me in eu med school ?

do i need any consultancy or can i just apply directly to universities official websites for admission and entrance exam ?

6)do you have any advice for me ? Feel free to dm me if you want.

Life is hitting me hard. I feel disappointed in myself using parents money while hating them. There are even times when I wanted to end my life but i am motivated now i don’t wanna waste my life thinking about past I’m moving forward. Thank you kind person for reading this and I’ll be very grateful if you clear my questions. Thank you.