Out of incentives, burnt out.
I know people have worse problems or are in worse situations, but still. Its been 8 months since I locked in for my O levels, no insta, no youtube, literally NOTHING (literally), just consistent studying. I have worked at a pretty good rate, I got to like 90% in school which is honestly impressive for a restar like me. However, ever since O level began, the most critical period, I just keep falling. It's like I have lost all motivation, like I don't even care anymore, not that I don't care, it's almost like impulsive. Like my body doesn't give a s anymore. Don't get me wrong, I am still putting in 5-6 hours of studying per day, but it just feels pointless. I know there are guys who have been on this grind for years but still, that shall not invalidate my feeling (I think so). Anyone in a similar scenerio? Anyone who got out? What tips would you give me? I have been relapsing on bad habits that I don't even enjoy any longer, I oddly enjoy the discipline but our minds and bodies aren't one, you know?
