Depression
Aj chemistry ka paper huwa 14/17 mcqs. 11/14 shorts sahi huwa jabke 14/14 ata tha. 3 shorts 9 numbers ka us waqt mere zehan se chale gai. Ab bhut afsoos ho rha hai. 1 short jo galat huwa uske dono options ma prepare krke gya tha. 1 short atay huway ma chor ka agya bhool kr bad ma krunga karke. Long b kuch khas ni huwa 18/28 max sahi huwa according to chatgpt. 60 number ka kareeb b mushkil se lag rha ha. Mera mdcat krne ka irada tha magar mere sath asa blunders ho jata ha papers dete waqt. Smjh nahi arha agay future ma kya karu demotivate ho gya hun. Last year b mujhe chemistry ma 80 numbers ka ata tha magar number 66 ai. Biology ma 75 ka ata tha same 3 shorts bhul gya but revision na hone ki wajah se aur 61 number ai. Last year Islamiyat ma mujh se 6 mcqs galat ho gai tha, 39 numbers ai. Eng Urdu ma 79 79. Ab kuch numbers barhana ka liya ma wo exams wapis dena laga hun but usse zyada ka to ma paper kharab karke ajata hun. Mujhe smjh nahi arhi ma kya karu dusrey bachay cheating krke mujh jitna le atay ha jabke ma unse bhut zyada parh ka ata hun apni mehnat se krta hun agay roll no lagta ha cheating ni hoti agay. Last year meri % 77.8 thi inhi blunders ki wajeh se warna 83% aram se thi meri tayari ka mutabiq. Is bar mujhe recover krna tha through 1 year non cores jo manay abhi denay ha but mera to aj ka core hi kharab ho gya phir se. Chem ki full proof tayari thi but ya ho gya baqi Bio aur Physics ki b tayari nahi ha. Ab lagta ha na ma Sindh mdcat merrit ma askta hun na ma paper wapis de skta hun ma kahin ka ni rha is tension ma mera sir phat rha ha pata nahi kya karu. Fair checking ho gai to mera bhut loss hoga halki checking ho ache number ajai bs. Sab duwa karey. Ab to kuch nahi ho skta bs halki checking ka ilawa😓