Does anyone regret having kids?
Don’t get me wrong, I love my daughter more than anything. I am just starting to see her struggle. She has hit puberty and I think it’s more than just that. She has adhd but she is having extremely intense outbursts and mood swings that appear to be somewhat rapid cycling. Tonight she had a particularly bad episode because I asked her to take her meds and clean her room. Screaming, incoherent yelling, and she almost foams at the mouth. She says she doesn’t want to be alive, stating afterwards she just wants the world to pause. I speak to her psychiatrist and therapist Monday, this is something we go through occasionally I feel like.
Anyway, it just sucks to feel like I have passed on my bipolar. I got a hysterectomy at 30 years old. My mom and half sister both have it too. I wish I could take more on, so she could live a normal life.