u/ForgetResults

I've got several experiences related to a more authentic version of myself. And in many of them, also mainly in difficulties, i was very confident.

But this confidence always feels dark. I feel my whole body in a more dark way when i am confident. But when i look in the mirror, it's just confident eyes, no darkness.

I am starting to think, the reason i can't be authentic all day, is because i am scared of being confident, yet, i already am.

It's very probable confidence lies in my shadow.