u/Foreign_Inside6391

My life completely fell apart due to a lot of bad decisions and a series of unfortunate events. I’ve been struggling with my mental health for the last 6 months. I’m struggling with parenting my 3 year old who I love so very much and conflicted about if I can go on as a parent. I’ve been in paralysis with several big decisions for months and the depression and anxiety is paralyzing. I currently can’t see a positive future and I am terrified. Please help. I feel like my spirit is not even in my body. All of my stability has been upended. I lost my job, my finances have been wrecked, and I am not feeling mentally well or stable. I’ve had several hospitalizations in the last few months. Will it ever get better? Will I be able to keep my son?