need help with sp
this is probably the opposite of what a sane person would want but I need help getting sleep paralysis.
okay so basically I have had the ability to lucid dream since i was a kid and it was fun… but i kind of always knew it was a dream so it got boring.
after my lucid dreams got boring i thought inducing sleep paralysis to make sleep more fun would be better cuz it would feel more realistic. the night i tried it i actually got a lanky and pretty scary looking demon to visit me but i scared him away when i called him hot and tried spreading my legs... i obviously failed cuz i couldnt move.
now i cant get sleep paralysis and its annoying me cuz i wanna play with monsters and hopefully get fucked by them but i just cant do it… is there any way to induce sleep paralysis more so i can learn to control it and have my fun?
also (if it matters) i want to feel scared... i want the demon to look scary and make my heart pound while pounding me. ill sleep with my lights off and update if anything spicy happens.