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im not gonna pass hurdles. pls help

im 20 from australia, i follow karma kagyu sangha. is it difficult to ordain in a vajrayana monastery? whats the average age they ordain? will i be surrounded by likeminded and similar peers? will i have to redo ngondro again? how does it work? do i need my lama to recommend me? hes quite high ranking.