u/FootFungusFermenting

Pretty much just the title. Ive been lonely my whole life, like more than most people. Recently its been getting to me a lot and ive been crying a lot. My prayer as of late has been something along the lines of "Father its okay if I have nobody on this earth as long as I have you, please father just let me know youre here and that I'm not alone." Not exactly that but pretty much. Ive said this prayer a lot while in tears. Got nothing, said the Rosary just asking for some sign or feeling that Jesus or God or Mary or any of the saints were hearing my prayer and I got nothing. I love God, I love Jesus. I'm staying celebate until or if I get married, I try so hard to treat everyone with kindness and respect. Im always trying my hardest to do what Jesus would. So many people I know have told me that I brought them closer to God. I go to church every Sunday, im constantly praying in my mind. I know im not perfect, and I know im not worthy of any of God's gifts. But everyone I ever got close to has betrayed me and left me alone. Everything hurts so much right now. And none of that would be an issue at all but my Father won't answer me. Why? What did I do wrong?