u/FocusDifficult

Hey everyone, I been keeping this to myself alone and I never share this story to my 2 best friends who introduced me this game "Arena Breakout". But I decided to share with everyone and new players too, please emjoy and sorry for the long random topic.

So yes I have 2 accounts,

1st account Wendigo (highest value 40m + something)

2nd account The.Law (highest value 58m if not mistaken)

As for my Wendigo account, I remember often playing farm and the highest loot I ever found was a purple key 15K worth koen. I was like WOW ! A really rare item ! And reaching loot value 50K back then was crazy and it feels like I just found super rare item ! I used to play with my 2 best friends(till today), and my go to weapon back then was SKS. Time to time whenever I play with them I would often died so fast like I couldn't properly kill an enemy right infront of me. I would often get lectured back them like,

"hey man, try to play safe alright ? And don't just barge or rush in and die".

It did scar me inside my mind whenever I died while I'm playing with them. They would often get annoyed and gear lost and all. We never played LockDown and Forbidden. We only focus on Tactical and Scav only.

I wasn't active in AB as you can saw my Wendigo account on the seasons, I would dissappear and reappeared due to the game was difficult for me and I couldn't catch up. I was way back behind. I told them I be quitting AB for good due to work and stuff and told them maybe next I will try to redownload back. And so I did quit.

After some months i kept on seeing them discussing raids and I want to join back but I don't want to slow them down. And so the 2nd account "The.Law", appeared (yes I use 2 different gmails). I never told them I was playing back and I was actually playing solo and with randoms. I met 2 pro players in random match. From there, I was their apprentice. They never judge me when I told them I was doing zero to hero. They just stay silent and let me join the match with them. They were super good and from there, most likely everyday I kept on playing with them, memorize their gameplay and strategy. Everyday honing my AB gameplay and skills until I came clean with my 2 best friends that I was actually playing and honing my skills. They were shock and surprised and was glad that I got back into the game with them. During my time with my 2 teachers, we often only play in LockDown, never Forbidden, Tactical and Scav (literally never, only Lockdown).

Stuff happened and I have to tell a lie to my teachers that I'm quitting AB for good. Reason is they're both super active and I also want to spend time playing with my 2 best friends. So they let me go.

Fast forward, I returned back to my very first account "Wendigo". I was glad I be able to raid with my 2 bestfriends again and playing scav. They don't really play Lockdown and Forbidden, so pretty much just Tactical and Scav.

On the other hand for me, I would often go solo in Forbidden more than Lockdown to be honest. Not to brag and show off but I horned myself until I outshine 2 of my best friends. I no longer have gear fears and I just kept on chasing reds, reds reds and more reds. Going to Forbidden at least 300k/500k worth of koen. Until I gotten my Secret Document but it wasn't enough for me. The scar from my bestfriends is already part of me and I kept on raiding like a maniac loosing like crazy and earning like crazy up down. But whenever im playing with them in tactical, some reasons they would now say this to me, "Just have fun and raid man".

If only they can say that to me back then, my second account wouldn't have been exist. And now I ended up being a competitive player that just wanted more reds. Even after displayed my Secret Doc, I still wanted more and more to outshine other players and outshine my former AB teachers. I ended up the worst player of all, "Greed and Selfish".

Greed, rush to the doors and quickly loot everything that js valuable. Selfish, random teammates are down and asking for me, just ditch them and focus on my loots value because when I was solo, no one helps me and rescue me. Everytime when I play AB, I told myself, dont think of others, focus on yourself and loots. Come out big value and get rich or collect Reds if possible. I wouldn't say I am a pro player, decent or good. I'm still the old me just being haunted of my flaws trying to be better but not in a good way.

Moral of my story ?

Don't be like me keep chasing like a crazy maniac. Just have fun and enjoy the game with your friends. Get the moment of the laugh, adventure, thrill and achievements together.

If you're somehow like me nothing is enough even though it is. This would be my honest answer.

Quit the game right now.

Visiting Mukah