
The first result was always better than the thirtieth. Took me a while to understand why.
It wasn't beginner's luck. After enough back-and-forth, the model has quietly decided it's done. It doesn't tell you. It doesn't kick you out. It just returns something slightly further from what you were looking for with each new request. Like the ground shifting one centimeter every time you take a step forward. You notice you're not moving. You conclude the problem is your legs.
So you get more technical. You read more. You optimize more. You drift further.
What I spent months calling "my lack of skill" had a different name: the model gravitates toward its aesthetic average, not toward your vision. And the user who doesn't know this reads the system's failure as personal failure.
I cancelled my paid subscription. Not out of defeat. Out of clarity.
I wrote about this for a Spanish magazine. The piece itself was co-created with Claude — which is either perfectly consistent or a complete contradiction, depending on how you look at it.
https://yorokobu.es/valle-del-desencanto-de-la-ia/
At what iteration do you realize the model has stopped helping you?