u/Fluid-Leather-7602

I've never been to art school, I started to draw two years ago and I see that I made some progress (trust me it was much worse than that). I watched a different videos on YouTube and thanks to them I know how to draw the parts of the face, but when I'm trying to draw someone... that's what I get.

I really like art and even though I know I suck at it I wanna continue drawing and I wanna learn to draw better. But I've no money and even when I will start working for a full day I won't have much money to spend on art courses.

Is there any way to learn that on my own? Or am I hopeless?

This is Murmur. He is love of my life. He was a wonderful cat, everyone loved him very much.

One day he came to my family and we knew it was a sign. He just happened to ran to my brother on a street, even though my brother was with dog, he wasn't afraid.

We loved him dearly. I knew he was in love with handmade castles so I made him a big house from a few boxes. He loved that place very much and wouldn't let anyone to get there. He loved my mom more than anyone and used to come to her bed every morning.

And one day everything turned upside down. All I can remember is that a neighbor called my mom when my family was on a street and told her he died. I still can't believe he is not here.

I will always love him. And I believe he is happy somewhere on the other side of the rainbow.