I go to a one gender school i changed to some time ago and before this i had only a crush on guys before this but one day i saw this one girl and she had her sleeves up.It felt like my heart flipped and dropped i dont knownif this is me exploring or anything but i all of a sudden was worried about how i looked and i got loud and more confident and she sometimes i see her.Once i was in my class putting my head on the table and shen i hesrd her name getting called out kid you not ive never sat up that straight or slept in a class i personally love sleeping so this was new to me she was coming by giving stuff and my heart dropped like my stomache did a flip.
But ive never liked girls before and its all new to me and unfortunately im in a strict muslim family so its basically the last thing ill ever tell my family.I told my friend abou this basically almost coming out i think and she congratulated me and said shell always love me i dont know if this is a crush cuz i find myself thinking about her but bevause its all new it might just be me being overdramatic or smth