HELP!!? Botched?!
This is a throw away account but please help!! I can’t tell if I’ve been botched or not and I’m fuckin terrified! I had a Labiaplasty 19ish days ago,the whole left side looks meaty and seers to the touch or with certain movements. I had this done by my gynecologist (she’s a doctor and surgeon and said she’s done this so many times for so many years and is on the older side like 40s so I trusted her a lot cause she’s very informative when we talked prior to this and I’ve been going to her associates since I was 15 and now I’m 24) but I’m honestly feeling mutilated. I just wanted to be able to wear jeans and work out,not have it go numb when I sit too long or feel like it’s on fire when I wear certain things,or if I cross my legs or tug. I also have been made fun of by every man I’ve ever been with. I’ve had them say horrible things and do horrible things and I’m 24 and I just wanted to feel okay and normal. Instead all the trauma (including being cheated on and now I’m feeling chopped up and fearful I’ll never even feel pleasure again while every man I’ve ever been with and chased someone else while saying my vagina or weight was the reason) I’m just being eaten alive. Does it truthfully look botched? She said she didn’t want to go near my clit at all but I can’t even tell where it is anymore and It hurts to touch so I haven’t even tried to look for it,it looks so different from what it used to I can’t explain how much I’m thrown. I didn’t want to loose the entire minora but I feel like she amputated the bottom half of both sides? The first 3 photos are from March 19th,surgery was April 7th. The photos after the first three go from 1 today,then yesterday before and after a very long bath.