Sooo I'm fairly new to this thing so urm hiiii!!
prior to this experience I had a dream about a tall 9ft woman sitting in a shell with many other adult women of many different shapes and ethnicities sleeping around her. Back to present day, I figured out that the flower moon would be on May 1st 2 days before the actuall thing. So on Wednesday, I felt compelled to light a candle and bathe in epsom lavender salt + burganvilla flowers. When I was done bathing something happened that I'm still a bit bashful about, so bare with me here. I looked at the candle light for a hot minute, and a feeling of absolute horniness hit me. I was perplexed by this because I wasn't having any fantasies about anyone or anything at the time. I will admit that I did try to interact with a spicy fanfic earlier in the day but it was so unusually unappealing that I stopped halfway. After I did this I blew out the candle and circled it around from head to toe in an anti-clockwise spiral. I put on all the lights and sat in a ring of flowers I made and meditated for a bit. Oddly enough, a brown grass hopper landed in the bathroom I still can't understand how or when (While touching myself the word Aphrodite flashed across my mind a few times) I'm not sure what I did or anything. I just did what my instincts told me to do. AFTER the matter was when I began my research. The nigh of the flower moon I listenyto music and danced, walked in circles not thinking of anyone in particular. I also wrote a list of things I want in my life and put it under my water bottle which I put to sit outside in the moonlight. Then I wrote a list of things I no longer want in my life and burned it with the same candle I used in the bath. When I was done I blew out and did the same spiral thing with the smoke but in a clockwise direction from head to toe. Late at night I drank the moon water and placed flowers outside my slightly opened windows. I did my research to do this one. I also got a lot of "This video will appear at night before you go to bed because it alligns with your energy" stuff on my feed. Which was a cool coincidence