Feeling crazy when my friends hang out with my ex friend.
Around thanks giving last year a girl who I was extremely close with (seeing eachother everyday ) just ghosted me after a party. I got competitive over a game and yelled at another friend but I did apologize and that friend didn’t mind just thought it was funny. But my close friend just cut me off, stopped, texting wouldn’t answer my calls at all, and I’ve struggled with her putting effort in anyway so I decided to wait for her to make the move. However fast forward January I call her and she’s really off so I text next day asking if she’s ok or if I did anything. She explains it was me yelling at the friend that made her upset and I did apologize to her as well. I communicated that i felt out friendship was one sided and only after I wished her luck in the future (I made sure to keep all my texts nice and mature because I still care about her) she second hands decides she wants to save our friend ship. I told her I felt we were healthier away from each other and asked when she would’ve brought this up to me and she’s ignored it. Now one of my friends (my roomate) is hanging out at her house (I saw on snap maps) and I’m obsessing over it for no reason. I honestly don’t care she’s still friends with her and she knows what happened but I’m worried I’m getting bad mouthed by her to my roomate. I’m checking snap maps every 5 mins to see when they leave and I’ve been doing it for an hour and a half. Is this psycho of me? I’m letting this girl still have power over my life.