So, we broke up two years back because she started liking someone else. They both came into a relationship. He was a good looking man with decent money (middle class). The thing is I come from a very poor background. After we broke up she made a lot of fun of me, about my financial condition, about my looks and all. Even though I was doing decent career wise. I am in tier 1 clg. She was preparing for company secretary and her new bf was doing bca. Each and everything made me so insecure. I used to cry at night about my financial condition. I didn't even talk to my parents properly for two years... I was always angry with them. Why are we poor...
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Fast forward to the present. I got placed for 32lpa ctc (28lpa base) as an sde. She failed to become cs and is now hr and earning barely 20k and her bf is now business analyst in a startup earning about 40k.
I am thinking about texting her on linkedin asking if there is any vacant post in her office which can give me an increment of 10 percent on my current offer of 32 lpa. I know it is very childish and I am just flexing but what they did was very wrong. She is the reason I am afraid of talking with women now.