lost a ton of weight but now i'm dealing with stuff i didn't really anticipate
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so i've lost a crazy amount of weight on reta and honestly i thought getting here would feel like the finish line but it's kind of opened up a whole new set of things i wasn't prepared for
my entire closet is basically unwearable at this point. everything i own is oversized and baggy because that's all i ever bought when i was bigger. never really had a style, just wore whatever was comfortable and hid everything. now i genuinely don't know what looks good on me or where to even start
but the bigger thing i've been sitting with is that my body still doesn't look the way i imagined it would. i've got loose skin in certain areas, some stubborn fat that clearly isn't going anywhere on its own, and stretch marks that are pretty hard to ignore. been doing a lot of research on removal options lately and i think i'm leaning toward just going for it because at this point i've come too far to feel this uncomfortable in my own skin
just didn't expect the mental side of this to hit as hard as it has.. honestly felt like reaching the goal didn't quite feel the way they thought it would