If God is real, why does he let the innocent suffer?
I’ve believed in God as long as I can remember. Since birth, I’ve been taught of God and I have always put him first and went to church. But now, my belief is faltering even though I desperately don’t want it to. My life has been nothing but a joke despite being a good person. I’ve been at my rock bottom and even though I pray and talk to God about it, there hasn’t been a guiding light for me. I can’t continue life like this anymore. I seriously can’t, both physically and mentally. I’ve been questioning this for the past few weeks. Is God even real? Is God really as fair as we are all taught he is? Do people who commit suicide go to Hell? Why does God let the innocent suffer? Even though I really don’t want to think these thoughts, it has been nonstop. My life is a joke and I don’t know what I can even do anymore.