Word of Appreciation.
I have been feeling really down lately and I wanted to just take a moment to appreciate and focus on the good aspects of my life. This is where Ireland comes. I moved here two years ago. There were many reasons as to why I decided to move aboard, some of them really painful ones. I didn't know much about Ireland when I moved to be honest, but from the moment I set foot in this country, there was a sense of belonging and joy that I felt instantly. I thought okay, maybe it's because this is all new and exciting to me, and once I get used to it, it will fade away...
Not at all, it increased more and more. I got the opportunity to travel to other countries in Europe (it was my first time traveling, so I didn't know anywhere besides Ireland at that point). And I must Say, I liked lots of countries, but in none of them I felt the way I feel about Ireland. I really love Dublin, where I live. I know there are many things to improve as in any country, but every corner has its beauty, and makes me smile every time I'm out and about.
I also went through a very difficult time recently. I'm struggling with a lot of anxiety attacks and emotional issues. I was on a long holiday now, since my mum and friends came over to visit. It didn't go as I planned, sadly, and the only thing that was on my mind, was the will to return to my happy and safe place, and, that wasn't my home country, it was Ireland. I managed to create a new version of myself, a happier one. I also met a lot of incredible people that make me feel like home. I am beyond grateful for this and for the life I am allowed to form there.
Honestly in moments like this, where I feel so down and question even my whole existence, Ireland has been a major pillar for me to feel understood, loved, happy and safe. I want to take a moment to appreciate it and say how happy it makes me and how much I value it.
I love you Ireland 🇮🇪💚