wrote this as a farewell message in my college group.
If I'm being bluntly honest I'm not sure that I'll miss everyone. Let's be honest no one will miss everyone, but in all alignments of the feeling of togetherness which I got in these four years, particularly from few people. It's not me being special that, okay, "I have few people". Everyone of you has your set of few people and I'm grateful for each one of those who have their set of few people. I'm also grateful for those sets of few people who stayed with them.
Today's day in all neutrality makes it like a full circle moment and makes it feel like, okay, we had a great time. I don't know if college did any good to us, if life did any good to us, or if other things did any good to us. We, for sure, know that the people who were with us in all reality did a lot of good to us. At the end of the day that is the thing which matters.
I am a little overwhelmed, which I rarely get nowadays, but the sheer amount of joy, the lack of awkwardness, the intent of meeting everyone with a full heart, accepting everyone exactly the way they are, just makes me feel why college days become the most nostalgic part of your whole life. They are called the best years of your life for a reason because at the end of the day all the social elements which a human needs to feel happy were with us and we had a great time in these 4 years.
I wish I could rewind back the time and live each one of the days again, each single day. I just want to have that whole experience wholeheartedly again. But we know that can't happen. That's what life is all about.
I love you guys. I had a great time with you. I just hope that each one of you who's having their set of people at least keeps meeting their set of people once in a while just to keep that spark alive, just to hang out for a drink or something and have a good time. I wish that for everyone.
Truly knowing that this is one of the rarest moments of my life when I'm ending a batch without holding a grudge with anyone makes me so humble, makes me so joyful that, ya, finally a set of people whose maturity can be questionable but the idea of living life isn't and that's what makes us human. I'll miss you all.
To be honest, I was very hesitant and awkward while writing and sharing this to everyone, but this line of a poem which I recently heard came into my mind, and I was like, Fuck it, man, let's do it.
""उम्र भर ख्याली भूतों से अगर मैं न डरता, खुदा मैं क्या ज़ोर से जीता, खुदा मैं क्या चैन से मरता।"— अमरीश वर्मा"
To u/all