u/FixWorried7884

So technically my parents are divorced they each have married someone else , my mum isn't happy with who shee married cuz he is always stressing her even tho she is literally the one making most of the money they send ( she is a nurse and I already have 2 half siblings she gave birth to already) , as for my dad's wife is controlling to the extent that he is already acting wired to his own mum (he already has two children already too ) now I'm in-between I'm staying with my grandma ma , she was the one who told me about my mum's situation, my mum didn't tell tell me cuz she didn't want me to be worried . Fun fact my mum and my dad still love each other but unfortunately can't get back together. I feel like a burden because even tho they already have their children I feel like I'm stressing then with all the school expenses I'm going to college soon and I feel my mum will pay everything but my uncles has always been supporting I love them so much, I don't just want to be a burden to them too and always crying whenever I think of my mum knowing she just wants to get out of the situation she is in right now , she had surgery last year idk what really happened but I have a feeling that my step dad had something do do with it 😓I'm tired I don't want anything to happen to my mum she's fragile and a very strong woman at the same time my mum's experience just makes me feel like I don't want to get married. Apart from that my boyfriend is in a country where war is constant tbh I don't need to explain more on that . I need help please