u/Fit_Spell6218

Second dropper, 450 in first attempt, 430 in second, saal bhar mehnat nhi kri but padhi hu atleast. Scoring 500 in allen mock. Ajj final revise deke kuch questions krne baithi n I realised bc kuch nhi ho rha. Even bio ka bhi nhi ho rha. N I have no energy to deal with it. 30 min royi, now I'm better. Dr banneka shaukh tha, par I'm letting it all go now. Nhi hone wala merese ab. I'm not meant for aise pressure wale competition. Ye bass ek exam ke pressure pe mera halat patli tight ho rha h. I'm sure I'm not fitting to treat anyone under pressure by any means. Pcmb h mera, comedk, wbjee ka form bhara h. Probably I'll get something btech related par mereko nhi Krna wo bhi. Btech bhi rat race hi h ab. Cuet, iat ka form bhi bhara h. Now I just want a normal degree. Kuch saal clg pe I just wanna breathe freely. Bc 9-10 corona pe gya, 11-12 dummy + aakash tha, ghanta social life. Fir 2 year online drop. Mereko thik se baat krna nhi aaata ab. I just want a normal life now. Probably I won't get a job later, probably I'll regret this decision par ab mereko ghanta fark padhta.